Two years ago today we laid our little guy to rest. It was a beautiful day full of mostly sadness, but also traces of joy. Carter made us a family. If you had told me then that we would eventually take a living child to the cemetery, I wouldn't have believed you. Two years ago I felt hopeless, but today I feel grateful for all the things Carter has taught me in the last two years. We miss you every day, bud.
Happy Halloween from this chunky pumpkin!
Two years without you is far too many. We wish every single day that you could be here with us, keeping us on our toes and loving on your little brother. Even without your physical presence though, you have blessed our lives in ways we never knew were possible, and we are so happy and proud to be your parents. Happy birthday, Carter man. We love you more than you will ever know.
Not everyone is cool with pictures in the cemetery, but when these are the only pictures I can get of my kids together, I'll take it. Hudson wouldn't stop looking at Carter's headstone. I know they have a special connection, even though they'll never meet on Earth.
A few days late, but this blue-eyed boy is four months old! He's 23 inches long and a whopping 12 pounds 13 ounces. We love our happy boy so much!
Our last visit to the cemetery before Carter's second birthday. Two years ago today we had our last ultrasound with him. Six days later he was gone. How is it possible to miss someone this much?
Gosh dang it I love these two.
Took a trip to the pumpkin patch with my tiny pumpkin! We may or may not have bought a giant pumpkin to put him in...stay tuned!
Just when I thought he couldn't get any cuter, fall had to swoop in with its cute jackets and chunky baby boots.
Be still, my Disney-loving heart 😍
The many faces of Hudson Jack.
All of my heart in one place.
I love this boy so dang much. He smiles all the time, loves to snuggle, and can't get enough eye contact. I can't believe we've had him for three whole months! Someone recently commented on a post and said I had my glow back. Nicest thing anyone has ever said to me, and it's all because of Hudson.
Hudson and I were lucky enough to have Brandon home with us for twelve weeks. Sadly, that ends today, but I could not be more grateful to have had him with us for this long. Thanks for taking care of us, B. We'll miss you all day every day!
We're still trying to figure out where he gets his enthusiasm 🤣
This blue-eyed baby melts my heart!
Struggling with some major mom guilt today, but I'm trying to remember that as long as Hudson is happy and healthy, I should be happy too ⛵
Our losses were by no means a storm, but Hudson has brought a light back into my life that I thought was gone forever. He has made the world colorful again. So grateful for my tiny rainbow. #nationalrainbowbabyday